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In an 8 day span I had my dad and two friends die ( none of the deaths related). I had to go back east to bury my dad and my business got way behind. I had been working 17 hr days to try and catch up when because I wasn't here to order materials I ran out of MSD stuff. I sell a ton of MSD wires and so I fell even more behind. People have been hammering me about it, those who I tell are more than understanding. BUT its been real bad, I pride myself on our service and to be honest it sucks lately.. which is all me. I still have days of wondering what the hell happened, its been 3-4 weeks since all their passings. It been very rough for me and I simply just want something good to happen for a change. I'm not a baby and I lay in the bed I make.. things just got to me this week is all. I didn't even want to post this but you people are my age and wise and might have some understanding. I am a person long before I am a vendor but for some reason people forget that. I am straight forward and don't lie or sugar coat things, 6'3" tall and 250 lbs and sometimes I think people forget that I am just a person, not some heartless being cut out of stone. Sorry for whining, just wanted to explain to anyone who might understand.
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