Sry to hear your having a rough time. :( I have been there to. 2011 was the worst year of my entire life. My husband was sent to afghanistan, my father was diagnosed with stage 4 cancer, on valentines day my husband was accidently called into fort knox casuality center as KIA, in august my father died, on my 30th birthday my brand new camaro that wasnt even two monthes old was egged in front of my house, I was harrassed and had to call the cops on a pervert that wouldnt leave me alone and actually broke into my house, on my 3 year anniversary I actually left my home for a month because oI was afraid of that same pervert and didnt have anyone to come stay with me, my old friends couldnt understand the pain of deployment and shut me out, and I was pretty much totally alone for that entire year. I cried almost every night in an empty bed and slept with a cell phone and laptop on at all times. I had maybe 5 phone calls that whole year from my husband. But I got through it and I know you will too. Sometimes life breaks us down time and time again so that each time we pick up the pieces we become stronger and stronger. This hard time will not last forever, it too shall pass and you will be even more resilient than before.
*hug* Just believe in yourself and know that you can and will overcome any obstacle.